Feeling kind of down…
Two things are ruining my much deserved weekend of rest, so i will spit them out now and stop thinking about them.
Number one: my ex Indian boyfriend just wrote me asking me for money to help him pay for the wedding of his sister. Too bad I know very well he only has one sister who’s been married for years already. Really, he and a few other friends there had always treated me like a person instead of a tourist and had never asked me for money. And really if it was for a real wedding i wouldn’t mind him asking, like he would to his other friends. But lying like this means he doesn’t respect me anymore. This makes me sad. I dont wanna go back to visit them anymore :(
Number two: I keep on thinking about those two girls I really wanted to be friends with and who sort of kindly, subtly rejected me. Last month it was girl1’s birthday and she went out for dinner with girl2 and some other people we had met together. Not only i wasn’t invited but i didnt even know it was her birthday at all. She’s nice and normal to me and all, it’s not like she hates me. But she’s never reciprocated my invitations to do something together. I was really convinced we had clicked. This makes me sad too.
